Alexandra Bischoff

When considering how to respond to the Uninvited Project prompt, I found myself returning to a fairly recent personal refrain: did I want to be invited at all? Admitting this seems like a betrayal of self—I do not ever wish to be perceived as ungrateful. But within the context of the pandemic, I have been especially anxious about being invited to things, even if those opportunities felt safe or pleasant or exciting. The last two and a half years have felt gelatinous. While unpacking these sensitivities, I felt encouraged to further reflect on personal and extended histories of reluctance, health, gender, and stillness. These reflections have manifested in the video performance send my regrets (2022).

As they watch, the viewer is encouraged to sit as still as they can—to test the limits of their patience. However, faster playback speed settings are also available if restlessness insists.